none of it makes any sense at all
i think this coding thing has grown on me. i neeed some time to get used to the typing and to let the information sit in my mind a bit, i definitely overdid it when thinking i could just go at it and learn as much information as possible. but now i can sit in my classes and exist while creating, somewhat in secret, but also in a way that is visibly different from just doodling or journalling.
you cant understand the code until i show you the website.
Im sure theres some kind of deeper meaning or something there.
but right now im not sure what that meaning is yet
i didn't take my meds for two weeks maybe more and now i am crazy again. and im too anxious to trust my meds because im crazy.